here I sit... still not driving to Canada.
I dunno why, when I'm up there I love it, but I'm glued to the house doing everything to avoid going.
grrrrrrrrr... I need to start driving soon.
I hate it, I really am going to miss Corvallis....
maybe I don't want to go, maybe I wanna stay... I was looking forward to this trip all month now I'm feeling weird.
If I die in a plane crash or car crash or whatever remember that I really didn't want to go on this trip.
maybe I'm just sad because I will miss my brother and girlfreind and my freinds are on tour in Cali... maybe. Or maybe I'm just chickenshit.